I can’t decide

I cannot begin to doubt

the sermon at the mount

 

ridden with languid verse

the hypocrite ponders

 

summon my reason

to a court of treason

 

suggest my defence

adjust my lens

 

tell me where to look

and how to hook

 

that fine catch

memorial patch

 

embedded in gold

repelling mold

 

the soluble identity

argumentative calamity

 

speaking in royal tongue

stutter, and you have dung

 

thrown on your face

memory erase

 

but, i do know

why death row

 

is it fair

or must I beware

 

of thinking at all

of saul and paul

 

who confuse

and abuse

 

my sorted mind

my agreeable kind

 

so easy to convince

not so since

 

I vomited my passport

to become hardcore,

 

a warrior, uncertain species

clutching censored theses