I can’t decide

I cannot begin to doubt

the sermon at the mount


ridden with languid verse

the hypocrite ponders


summon my reason

to a court of treason


suggest my defence

adjust my lens


tell me where to look

and how to hook


that fine catch

memorial patch


embedded in gold

repelling mold


the soluble identity

argumentative calamity


speaking in royal tongue

stutter, and you have dung


thrown on your face

memory erase


but, i do know

why death row


is it fair

or must I beware


of thinking at all

of saul and paul


who confuse

and abuse


my sorted mind

my agreeable kind


so easy to convince

not so since


I vomited my passport

to become hardcore,


a warrior, uncertain species

clutching censored theses